hey...so bored so i jus decided to blog for a while.. haha sigh..nag is next week..dono whether im prepared..i really wanna get into sea age la..sounds like fun..well and bring glory? anw hmm..about this gal i like...dont seem to get anywhere with her..all i want is her attention..jus a bit..a teeny weeny bit.. for jus a while..a very short while..but i jus cant seem to get it either.. mayb i should i jus give her up? i dono..she thinks im always joking..well..i really really like her and i feel like im breaking down..the way she talks really tells me she prefers another guy..i really dono wat to do..sigh..wouldve jus gave up everything if i could..i guess we're jus not fated to be together? if there was 1 thing in my life i would give up everything for..it really was her..its like no matter what im doing i always think of her in my mind..sigh..its the first time ive eva felt so much for a girl in my life..how i wished i hadnt met her..then all these wouldnt have happened..sigh..T.T