Hey..its like 9.15 in the morning now..everybody's training and here i am blogging. Why? All because my dad says he cannot freaking wake up to fetch me to training. He blames me for not waking him up and says it's suppose to be MY freaking resposibility to wake him up instead. WTF! i'm dam freaking pissed now la..I mean..all of your parents can wake up and fetch u for training and here he is telling me i'm the one at wrong. FUK HIM!! KNNBCCB!! Then he blames me for playing game until so late and i'm like wtf..its got nth to do with HIM waking up late.. FUK la..This is not the first time already la..he's like freaking irresponsible..i even told him before i sleep that i wanted to go morning training and he comes neglecting me..FUK..what happens in the end? i end up telling other ppl (especially my meimei) that i'm going training and i din turn up..always making her disappointed (so sorry)..like i'm a person who often makes empty promises..FUK la..how to be good lidat? i wanna work hard so can do better the next upcoming competitions and he is like here depriving me of my training sessions..worst of all..EVERYTHING is my fault..ARGHH!!!! *PISSED*