8:41 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Hey peepies! Haha didn't think I would actually start blogging again but ya here I am looking for an avenue to vent all my anger, frustrations and emotions! Haha ok I used to think blogs are pretty pretentious since I felt like I was writing to nobody or a group of audience I didn't know and I still do! Perhaps being myself and saying what I feel like saying without bottling everything up would somehow make my everyday brighter so ya, we'll see how it goes! And on top of that this could probably raise my english standard so why not! I know my skin might be inappropriate for a guy like me but it attracts me so..Haha and I needed a breakaway from being old emo Yijun so I'll be trying hard to fuel my happy hours with the revamp! =D
Ok anyway today has been hell of a day! Mondays are 4 straight blocks from morning and Tuesdays and Wednesdays are 5 straight blocks! Reality of looming A levels surely seems to set in since the day school merely began. Besides magnificent talentime and its collage of wonderful performers Ong Lai brothers, Sze Yen, Nabil, Fadhilah and Bryan's dance troupe, there was Drama Feste meeting! Ok Mr Lion was hilarious as usual with his intellectual jokes here and there throughout the briefing but certainly the timeline and calendar of events weren't a delight to see. Week after week, day after day there seemed to be something to work diligently for in Term 1! Ok truth of the matter is, I was thinking my life would be nothing but A Levels, gym, swimming, running, basketball, Council, CCAD, MSU, Team Raffles, Orientation, EA, Council Camp, Drama Feste, IHC cybergames, chess, water polo, PAP YEC, R Project, Swimming Camp, or at least that's what I think. Haha so much for nothing. I'm definitely in for a hectic race to the finish line. Omg I cannot emphasise how bordersome it is to dwell on laborous issues as these, having to anticipate how much time you would NOT have to do something at the expense of another! Haha ok somehow my heart felt obliged to let the world know about my life as it is now, or rather to an imaginary audience linked through cables.
On a side note, I'm glad to to be consciously aware and knowing I'm actually sitting still, listening and concentrating during lectures, instead of the usual talking and meddling with my own stuff. Peculiar thing is, I actually did homework of a different subject in almost all my lectures! Haha ok Yijun is weird and so is everyone with their individual perks, at least then I know i'm a human being like all my friends. To all my beloved friends and acquitances, we'll strive not only to survive but to excel and have our dreams and desires fulfilled this year! We must and we will, with love, together. =D
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We may not be tough enough to live on the truth alone, but you know, we don't need to be.
