I'm so sorry for breaking my high mood but today was just devastating. I don't know it's as if I jerked out of myself and have become another person. I don't know why I keep doing this to myself but sometimes I can't help but feel helpless amidst my predicament. everything seems to crash down on me and there's a right time for everything including misery and so I feel like I need to cry and I just did. I mean ok I might be high but deep inside I'm just another boy and not a man because I believe a child lives in everyone. And it's at times like these when I realised who my true friends are and who are the ones that come and go like falling leaves of an autumn maple. Even the craziest of characters have emotions, just so you know. If the ones judge you by your friends or even the person you portray to be but not know you, thou beest distanced away from them I must be.


We may not be tough enough to live on the truth alone, but you know, we don't need to be.